I've been asked by a friend to write again because it has been a long long time. I told him that i'd look bad because my thoughts now are far too dangerous. Well, truth be told i am really a Cynic, but still i try to lay my alphabets as soft as my smile. Well, all is good. I'm doing pretty well i guess, Just a bit busy with getting a real Life. Speaking of Life and the lessons from it, I think really haven't learnt to be a Human Being. I really have not learned anything at all.
I've stumbled on a thought:
Everything all goes to a point when you just really want to be alone and belong in the world at the same time.When you're just really tired of dealing with everything, Every single damned day. You just want to be left to a corner and think about being shallow. You just want to understand the universe more than the constellations.
Alone is very different from Lonely. Lonely is somewhat being not with those who could really understand you, Alone enjoys isolation. But it's still a misery to even co-exist with so much Attention seeking and Drama bombing personas. After those endless wailing they will not care about anyone but themselves thinking that they are special, because they are Hurt, Lonely and nobody could understand them. It's an endless whirlwind, A roller-coaster with no exits.It's like a Virus when you get infected by it, It leaves a mark, an experience you could never forget and it changes you. To a point that you will only think about yourself because you're scared to catch that virus again.
Yes, because of the said infection. Some are left indifferent, some selfish and the worst are the Drama queens.So why blurt bitterness and infect Sour and vile words?, It's hard to believe that we could create conflicts that could shatter the patience of monk. Unfortunately, Humans are a Self-destructing beings capable of not only killing others also themselves. That's why War and Seppuku/Kamikazee existed right?
No one is at fault of having someone wounded. Sometimes circumstances requires it to be done. We can't move on and live better if pain is not felt."How can we know joy. If we don't know pain?". But some can't handle that pain and inevitably Displace that aggression on to another person. i.e. Bullying, Harrassment and Anger towards another person.
And there are some that seems to handle others aggression, they would seem nice. But, when all else fails the one who could understand the Human Psyche is damned to be the Loser. I've seen the Idiosyncrasy an innately Good person can do, It is quite a malarkey . That is Humans for you. Everyone is, Innately Wholesome, Good and
Optimistic. At an early age is to be taught with Good morale, Politeness and to say "Thank You" as a part of the Virtue. Emotional understanding is also thought to be a sign of Intelligence as said to be the Emotional Quotient. Well, Theory relative to being Agreeable and positive about the world and the ecosystem.
It is but a simple equation, My Dear...
When one is Good and all of needs are met in equality one will think of being also good to all. But, when One has not met the needs in Maslow's theory, One is bound to slowly deteriorate and destroy others or a threat also to their own. But since, Humans is created from Love of the almighty. He will be torn by conscience but still has the freedom to do or think Evil. It's inscrutable to think why there are some that chose to make other miserable, if they have met the required needs.They will still think of malevolence towards others.From what i've seen. It is either to enlivened their dead pulse and resurrect themselves from their dull lives or simply just being a neurotic Psycho.
Can't we just behave in balance? Then, i realized that It is Normal for the son of adam and daughter of eve to have what we call Freewill. A very fine line from a Psychopath and Goodness. Let all that wasted energy be for once a result from a productive activity towards the greater good.
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| Charles saved my soul. |
I guess, we have to figure out from ourselves on what should we really do. Not everyone has the understanding to do such great nobility.
Charles, I don't know if you are a Genius or if you have clairvoyance but yes you have always been right.
Charles, I don't know if you are a Genius or if you have clairvoyance but yes you have always been right.
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